ah gong ..
2dae we sent u out ..
we send u to ur home town .. to somewhere u said u will b goin
i dun noe wads down there but i seriously wish that u will b happi there
i folded u ur boat cos i noe tt u were once a sailor
im realli upsad to send u off u noe ?
the pain that i am havin is enough fr mi to kill some1
we send u off .. but we are utterly upset ..
i noe that nohing can let u come back as a piece
but i realli do hope that u can come every night
in my drms to tok to mi ..
ur last wish is fr mi to study hard ..
i will .. dun worry about mi n go in peace ..
u are such a gd man that so many people came to sent u off u noe ?
2dae .. er jie saw someone whose backview looks lik u and we tot that u came back to take a look at us ..
but there is something i can comfirm
i noe that the butterfly is u ..
it has been there fr all the 5 daes and when we chu ping the butterfly fly pass and flew away
i noe that it is u who wants to check it out on us ..
without u , life has to go on but i realli dun noe how to go ..
can u pls come to mi every every every night to tell mi wad to do ..
come to let mi noe that u r always there when i need u
after 15 years , the impact has finalli hit mi .. and infact a direct heartshot ..
i will try to take good care of myself and i will still
always always always always always always wish that u could come in my drm ..
hope that u will lik the house that we gave u and all the money that we sent to u
byee ah gong .. u will always be remembered n u will always stay in my heart ..
no one could replace u ..
Labels: lonely road ..
2dae went to my ah gong funeral ..
uue noe how sad it is 2 see ur love 1 go ?
he is sometymes even closer then my parents ..
i would nv imagine that he qould go so early ..
last week ..
we went 2 buy drinks fr mi ready fr mi to go his house
tuesdae.. i drink 1 can .. he was ok then ..
but he juz go on the wed..
he has love mi so much that it realli hurts when i see him in the hospital n when i saw him.. dead..
ah gong ..
y u leave mi alone .. u noe how painful it is when i was carryin ur body?
ihad 2 surpress all my emotions becos i scared that if i break down everyone will..
u noe that if i go it is much less painful for mi ?
i cried myself 2 sleep tis 2 daes do u noe that ?
i noe that u do .. becos u are lookin after mi up there
all that u hav done will nort b forgortten my mi
all that u hav sacrifice fr mi and all the care n concern u hav given mi
i noe that ur last will is fr mi 2 study hard..
i wil.. dun worry.. i will show people wad ur grandson is capable of ..
bye ah gong .. i love u ..
Labels: lonely road ..
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